Backstory: This photo to the left was taken over 15 years ago in the midst of my Dance (Hip Hop/Jazz) & Fitness career. I was living off of fat free, cane sugar pastries teaching 3-5 classes daily and personal training clients. A decade later, frustrated by my inability to shift my clients’ mindsets & spirits, I moved onto create a thriving real estate career. In 2006, my youngest sister killed herself. I stop dancing and exercising cold turkey.

Four years later, following my mind, my body shuts down. Frankly, I was a mind, body, spirit time-bomb ticking, just waiting to blow! The final catalyst was my sister’s tragic death from what I call’ “Slow Suicide,” killing herself slowly through “Dis-Ease,” disease—drug addiction, alcoholism and eating disorders, all of which were just symptomatic self-sabotaging mechanisms used to mask deep-seated unconscious insecurities she couldn’t understand, let alone see.

I saw this coming for years, and even went into therapy to get answers to help her. I laid on my therapists couch for 5 years with no solid answers, quit, and several years later my sister takes one gasp, and dies instantly. The horrid anguish and guilt plagued me. I couldn’t make any [conscious] sense of it. The torment was devastating. Debilitating emotional overwhelm caused my body to give up and shut down.

But it got worse before it got better. I spiraled downward hard. Just 2 1/2 years after her death, I attempted my own suicide.

Obviously I failed. Best failure of my life!

Though, even after I started my Transformational journey, it was too late…All my invisible feelings of self-hatred stemming from early childhood unconsciously went right to my body. What felt like it happened “Over Night,” I became riddled with symptoms of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and worst of all, Celiac Disease. Frighteningly, I knew I was severely gluten intolerant since high school, but didn’t have the mindset and discipline to deal with it!

Only through crisis are we most motivated to change. But, it was almost too late for me…..

I had no other choice, but “To Do or Die.” But, the wake up call was the reality that I was already seriously dying! I remember being asked to dance in a performance with one of my dance teachers, and I couldn’t even stand up at rehearsal.

Talk about a stubborn ego, denial, avoidance, resistance and blatant blindspots—

It took drastic measures to wake up. The very thing I did not want to face was the very thing, not only that I needed to face, but gave me the answers and solutions I was desperately seeking.

Because of the subconscious mind work I had been doing, continue to practice, preach and teach, I was able to holistically heal all my Dis-Eases based on eliminating the core root Mind-Viruses that I wholeheartedly believe cause nearly 100% of all diseases across the board.

DISCLAIMER: I don’t need to justify or prove anything here. I am only speaking from personal experience, and what I was able to do for myself. So, as my mind, heart, spirit & soul reignited on a level I had never experienced my entire life, I felt a spark to Hip Hop again, so I started back slowly by taking classes. Then my desire to teach again got rekindled, but the crazy—yet, not crazy, unconscious blocks were still stopping me. My inner voice in my head kept saying, “You don’t have time. There’s no money in it. Been there done that! Don’t live in what was…” Every excuse under the sun popped into my head.

My reasonable mind kept overriding my heart and passion. This is the “yet, not crazy” wicked mind game that kills our DREAMS. In my heart, it was a NO-Brainer! In my head, it did NOT add up in dollar & cents, “SENSE.” My logical mind couldn’t see the benefits of health & happiness?! My definition of insanity.

Until, the next “Crisis” occurred—near fatal no-fault car wreck almost a year ago. A rubber garbage can bouncing off the freeway center divider was almost the cause of my demise. I believe it was Divine Intervention, and yet, another lightning bolt wake-up call to date. Near death experiences are the epitome of “Blessings In Disguise.” I instantly took action by empowering recovering female drug addicts, and felons through dance….The rest is history!

Every single solitary thing that happened and didn’t happen leading up to where I am today is all for the miraculous! I do not have to workout every day for hours to stay thin. I only teach dance classes 1 or 2 times a week. I eat freer, cleaner and healthier than I ever did. I maintain my weight with ease. And, I no longer crave or eat gluten or cane sugar. A SUSTAINABLE dream-filled, happy, healthy life is 90% mental and 10% physical. I was living backwards! Retraining by retro-activating my “Mental Game” set me forward.

I am no longer mentally, emotionally & physically imprisoned, and at the grave effect of my feelings and circumstances. My definition of #SelfFreedom.

Inner-FREEDOM virtually eliminates being at the effect of your thoughts, feelings and circumstances. How would you feel if all your reasons and excuses became irrelevant and could not stop you? POWERFULLY HAPPY!

#TheSecretWeapon is “UNCONSCIOUS Sustainable Power-Ability In Action.”

This is, what I coined, “Unconscious Proficiency,” which inevitably sends out the highest vibration to magnetize love, relationships, health, wealth, romance, abundance, prosperity, joy, peace, purpose & happiness—with the LEAST amount of effort, based on the Law Of Attraction.

 

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QUICK EMPOWERMENT TIPS:

1. Get support ~ a mentor whom you relate to, who presently lives your aspirations.
2. First & foremost connect & relate to YourSELF. Focus on YOU!
3. Let go of anyone & anything that no longer serves YOU.
4. Give up criticism, judgement, blame & justification within yourself, everyone & everything — immediately!
5. Objectively self-evaluate, and stand in your innate POWER.
6. Believe & trust in YOU, first, then others follow will, too!
7. Let go of what others think, say & do, if it does not lift YOU up!
8. Practice loving yourself & your INNER-CHILD unconditionally ~ NOW.
9. Consciously represence every single blessing & what is working, and do this all the time!!!!
10. Repeat ~ again & again & again.